“Holding your uniqueness in high regard is not ‘egotism.’ It’s a necessary precondition to happiness and success.” 
― Bobbe Sommer

Do you discuss the highlights on your journey to Financial Independence or FIRE? I’ve been blogging about money for over fourteen years, but I am still hesitant to write and talk about the big, bold moments of my financial quest. Looking back I think I’ve been too modest about my financial success.

Leaving Out the Details

A few weeks ago my family and I were dipping our toes into the ocean when a little girl wandered over to get a closer look at us. A young mom rushed over and profusely apologized for her daughter’s intrusion. We began to chat and within a minute or so her husband walked over to talk too.

It turns out this couple was staying in a house on the beach. Not a short distance from the ocean or a little ways off the beaten path, but right there front and center in a large house just beyond the sand. The husband joked that his parents must have cashed out an IRA to pay for their vacation. Then he asked where we were staying.

I pointed to the left and provided the details. “Oh, it’s a little yellow house about ten minutes up the road from here,” I said. I didn’t mention that we owned the house or when we bought it. I simply said, “If you drive down the road and look for the shortest yellow house you’ll find us.”

Modest About My Financial Success

When we went home that night I talked to my husband about that conversation. Standing there on the beach I ignored the chance to talk about money or wealth. Sure I didn’t need to point out the fact that we owned the house or that we purchased it in our mid-twenties, but why did I choose to describe it as “little?”

And that got me thinking. In real life I rarely talk about how successful my husband and I have been; not with my friends or my family or anyone. To others we appear quite average. We are the quintessential millionaires next door and I work especially hard not to flaunt our prosperity.

Seeking Attention

We live in a world where a lot of people want to be the center of attention. So people stand up and shout look what I’ve done. Look what I’ve accomplished. Look at how important I am.

I have never wanted to do this. In fact, it’s the primary reason I still write anonymously. It feels strange to me to stand on the rooftop and shout out my financial numbers.

Sure I include some of this information in the posts I write, but it’s not the most prominent point of my stories. I see so many news articles and blog posts centered on the numbers:

  • Twenty-five-year-old saving $100,000.
  • Thirty-year-old with a net worth of $1 million.
  • Forty-year-old multi-millionaire considering FATFire.

Downplaying Financial Success

I’ve accomplished all of those things in those time frames, but I’ve never put up the neon signs to advertise them. And it’s strange, but I’m not sure how I feel about it. In this click-bait world we are lured in by catchy titles and stories of success. Look at me, look at me, see my wealth!

When I read financial stories I constantly see big, brazen numbers flashing before my eyes. In fact, I see these details so often now that it’s hard not to notice them. Writing my post about quitting my six-figure job was difficult for me. While it’s all very truthful and honest I had to fight the feeling that I was boasting about my situation.

So I’m feeling quite conflicted. While I want to share my story I often feel myself holding back. People may read this blog and follow in my footsteps, but few of them will reach the same financial heights. I am sensitive to that fact. Yet, I am also torn about not including the crowning moments that led to our wealth.

Craving That Sense of Belonging

Why have I chosen to write modestly when I could have spent the last fourteen years loudly tooting my own horn?

Perhaps it’s because I want to be part of a tribe. Most people don’t buy property just after graduation. Many never earn six figures and few will reach $1 million by the age of 30. I’m certainly not going to find common ground with these stats.

Sure I may find a group of personal finance nerds who devour these figures, but sometimes sharing these numbers is hard for me. When I was growing up we didn’t craft online profiles and display the highlights of our lives. While the Internet has drastically changed the world around me I still find it difficult to emphasize the pinnacles of my life.

In fact, my life has been as much about struggles, (health issues, infertility and lay-offs), as it has been about my financial success. Maybe the obstacles keep me grounded. They help me to realize that the quest for greater wealth hasn’t been easy and the highlight reel is just a tiny glimpse into my past.

Minimizing My Achievements

But now I wonder… Am I too modest about my financial success? Am I minimizing my achievements and missing the mark by not sharing the highlight reel of my financial life?

I am proud of all that my husband and I have accomplished. I know who I am and who I want to become, so why does it feel so hard to tell my story?

The truth is I feel incredibly torn about all of this. On one hand I want to speak out loudly so that others may follow in our footsteps. On the other hand I recognize that most people will never be as prosperous.

Learning to Boast

I recently listened to a podcast with Mr. Money Mustache. During that interview he admitted being much more boastful and brazen online than he would ever be in real life. This may be true, but look at how his words have impacted the minds of his readers. That overly confident attitude resulted in a cult-like following and the knowledge transfer of an entire financial independence movement.

While it’s not in my nature to brag in this way I wonder if I shouldn’t change my outlook on modesty. I want other women to know they can take control of their finances and better their lives. Perhaps we need more women sharing their stories in this same way.

Writing About Financial Success

To do that I may need to brag a bit. Maybe I need to stand tall and proud and tell my story so that others know it’s possible. Sure not everyone will reach great financial heights but earning more and saving every bit helps.

A friend told me I would be much more likely to boast if I were a man. I don’t know if that’s true, but it did make me sad. I would hate to think I’m subconsciously perpetuating the belief that women should downplay their success.

Especially when I wish for this blog to inspire women to feel strong and powerful as they take command of their finances. Perhaps it’s time to change my stance on sharing my success.